ashes and flames

Today I have done some serious thinking. Questions swimming in my mind caused me to pause my everyday routine and wander down a path less traveled by. Perhaps a path not traveled enough.

To think of my past and my mindsets. My emotions and thoughts that were betrayed or proven wrong. My heart that was hurt and my personality discouraged.

The person that I was and the person I performed in front of others.

It truly saddens me; the life that I have wasted. 

But what is my life summed up to?

What will I leave behind when I die?

Is everything that I stand for really make a difference?

Is what I spend most of my time doing really worth it?

Am I wasting my life or am I making something of it?