Thursday, October 30

i don't know if i can do this.

this hurts. knowing i have to get rid of everything i own.
i'm packing up clothes, a few bathroom things, maybe a couple of pillows.
and that's it. this is painful for me. to have to get rid of most of my things.
and the truth is, even though i know this is what i have to do, i feel alone on this.
i wish that i felt better about doing this. i wish that i didn't have to make these choices.
if not uncertain, i feel miserable. i wish someone would tell me that its ok. or things
will be ok. i just need to hear it. i need to hear that this will be for the better, for the greater.
i just need to hear it. because my heart is so heavy.

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